What To Do, What To Do...The End?

Okay so I have been extremely busy and unable to blog in a long time. New job, new responsibilities.

All the back and forth emails between me and my ex resulted in this. She made a major change in her career which was from law enforcement to the teaching profession. She is now a adjunct professor at the local university.

Also, by her request, I attended a few counseling sessions. Now what the hell was I thinking to accept this? I was thinking that having a "mediator" to properly conduct the sessions could be a therapeutic way to voice my frustrations I had with the relationship and why I ended it. Now those sessions did help me, even though it was for a brief period of time. It also made me realize that I do still love her. Now that love is not strong enough to say that we should try another time around but it is enough to help relieve that anger that I held towards her and fel better about myself. She doesn't like some things about the "new" Venom but she understands that she was very instrumental in the creation of him.

From time to time I have called her and vice versa. It can be tense at times and at other times they are not. There is no longer a forced civility and as much as some of you females readers are cursing me out, trust me this chocolate playground is still all yours.

Because of these recent developments I have been also pondering whether or not to reveal my entire face. Slish wants me to do it, but I need to find a Glamour Shots photographer to take the photo.