Tiffany's Diamond

Date: March 1,2007

I have landed in Charlotte for the CIAA Tournament. Hanging with my homegirl Tiffany and the Get Fresh Crew. Guess what??!?!? I have found my second wife. It's one of Tiffany's friends, Er'body. Er'body literally knows everybody. If I remember correctly she is a flight attendant by day but in the evening she is trying to get her party promotion business up and going. Every party we went to Er'body knew somebody and the party. But this story isn't about Er'body. It's about Tiffany and the diamond that she wants.

Tiffany has a son that will be going away to school soon and I guess you can sorta say she is having a empty nest syndrome. Though her son has lived with her parent's all his life she has still stayed very active in his life. More than some parents that actually are in the same household as their children. Her family support system is such a strong one that she was able to get her diploma, bachelor's and masters degree. The downside would be that she was not able to spend everyday watching her son grow into the well adjusted fine young man that he is today.

I had a conversation with her about children. She wants another child (a girl I believe but don't hold me to that) but in order to do that would like to be re-married but if she wasn't married she would at least like to have a special "connection" with the father of her child. I sat there and listen very carefully to her as I always try to do. As I stated before Tiffany is my "One" and it does bother me when things don't work out for her when she more than deserves it.

Call it love, call it sheer stupidity but for more than a brief second I was about to open mouth and ask if she would ever consider to have my child.

WTF ?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

I know, I know, I know. As I am typing this right now I am texting her to tell her that this story is about her. She probably will not speak to me for awhile after this one which is understandable. But fuck it I am being honest. I know this completely contradicts the previous story "Disconnected aka Losin that Good Feelin' which points out how out of wack my head is.

I didn't open my mouth blurt out what I was thinking. And up until now she knows nothing about what was going through my head. We are just really good friends(seriously) and love her too much to put her through my bullshit. But if circumstances were different, I'd everything in my power and try to give Tiffany the perfect diamond that I know she wants....a little girl.